Gary.
2005-02-13 || 7:42 p.m.

I feel like shit. It's a different feeling then before when I was all cryish.
Everytime I move my brain hurts. If I talk then my throat feels like it's swelling and I can't breathe anymore. Blehhhh.
I think I figured out why I was so sad for the past couple weeks. I think that I have just been lonely. I haven't left my house TOO much and everytime I do I feel fine. It's just when I'm at home.
I have gone insane. I had a three hour nap earlier and when I woke up I felt horrible and I couldn't fall back asleep so I just layed there. I was thinking about the arguments my dad and I get into about the simpsons, haha. I was going through one of our fights and I called myself Gary. Then I paniked and I couldn't remember my name for like 4 seconds. It was weird.

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