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2006-04-09 || 9:31 p.m.

SOMETHING IS BOTTLED UP INSIDE OF ME AND I CAN'T TELL WHAT IT IS BUT IT NEEDS OUT. I don't know if it's some sort of artistic thing like I need to be drawing or something or if it's that I am just tired of doing the same thing everyday. I know that I want to travel. That's almost all that I have been thinking about. I want to get out of Calgary and even to go to somewhere like Victoria would be really good for me right now I think. I have so many straight weeks of school to go before I can finally get a break.
Maybe this thing bottled up in me is actually a need for something new.
I feel shaky all the time and I don't know why. I feel extra fragile and there isn't even a reason for it.
I feel like I am wasting my time having stupid feelings about stupid things but I can't help it. I feel like there is another outlet for my emotions that I haven't discovered yet, and it is taking me too long to find out what it is.

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