Snow time
2006-09-23 || 11:19 a.m.

This past week has made me feel weird for some reason.
Today is the first day of Jeunesse! I am very excited but at the same time I am nervous. I'm not really nervous for the actual rehearsal, it's more the fact that there are alot of new people this year that can definitely have any part over me. It makes me feel like a bad dancer and I hate that feeling, and I can even feel it sometimes too. Like in class when I can't even hold my leg up without it either hurting my hips or it dropping. If I had more muscle in my back I know that I could dance better. Kate, will you help me?
Kate's hair looks cute. I think that she needs to make sure that she putting herself in healthy situations.
I had a dream about Carly and it made me really worried. I am sure that she is fine but you know during the night how everything seems real and scary.

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